LIFE!

Life is full of ups and downs. Mostly u will hate it when u happen to be down at the period of time. And so concidental i happen to fall into one of these. It's alright that u and ur friends all doesn't trust me. I'hv been in your situation also, it doesnt feel good and u will really have a thousand thoughts running through your mind, wondering what should you do? It's alright to be cause i was hit once, but somethings said are just far to hurting. Letting your mind wonder is also another reasons for suspecting. I know what all it is about what your friends have told you, it's normal for them saying all these, cause if my girl-friends have had been into this situation, i would have told them the same thing too. I just hate the life i am running for this few weeks. I know, you might have always seen a happy me in front of all my friends, playing and shouting like one mad person, i can be whom i was before it happen, but actually deep down inside i'm super hurt, just that i doesnt want to show it to my dearest friends. The moments that they left me, leaving me alone, the sad me will be back, thinking and remembering what everyone calls it-"memories." Memories can be a happy want a sad one, but normally people will choose to remember those sad memories instead of those happy moments, inclusive of me myself. Thoughts will be running thru ur mind like water flowing out of a open dam. Those feelings is one that can easily break down. Really a great thanks for all those friends who had always been there for me. Names shant be mentioned, but you should know who you are. I dont know why, some of them are able to see that i'hv been hurt, like my store manager, who actually doesnt know me quite well, mayb it's the face that i brought to work.

Thanks!

- Mouse for that message=) Sorry if i had make you pissed off b4. Hope you dont blame me for that!

-Rui sorry if i kept disturbing you and if i had ever made you angry, thanks for being there too.

-akid sorry for showing you attitude today at club room, and i know i said something wrong in the club room. Sorry about that.

-philip brother thou u do not know what happen but you will always be the joker you to make me laugh, missed the times running tgt with u. wait for me i'll be coming back soon!

-sam got to know u better recently, sorry to cause that misunderstandings btw u and them cause it was my idea to have that event, causing you to get all the blame. I'm sorry!

-chorhoon you still be able to see that i'm stress out, still pondering over how did u manage to see it?

-charmaine sorry for causing you so much pain during this period of time, i'll be alright real soon no worries=) thanks for the memories!

-To all those who i'hv done you wrong. i'm sorry.

I WANT TO BE THE REAL ME=)real soon!

Monday-School today, 3 hours of computer lab was ok. Was enjoying thruout the lessons and learnt quite alot of things. Repair my VCM during the break and finally can use VCM already. Next lessons was stats, had ica and something went wrong at the last part, after i pressed submitted and it said i had submitted, i disconnect it without checking the mainboard. It didnt actually captured it, told eddie about it but he just don't seem to care like WTH!! asked him to giv me the hard copy a few times but he just turn deaf ears upon my words! Finally he gave me and hard copy after like scolding him a few times, and did it on the spot. Marks still not very sure yet! Lessons ended, raining and went to north to eat lunch with the group. After lunch, went to club room to study microecons, managed to learn alot of things, had to wait for time pass b4 going to amk to buy present and heading down to far east plaza. Left at 4 plus to hub to buy present, saw naish there too. Bought finish present went to far east plaza to meet the thomson plaza partners. Dinner was nice, then went down to thomson plaza to check out the new store, quite big la, but not everything up yet, but sure to say, it will be a nice store, because it's our store!!Store meeting at KFC, had alot of things to be clearified. Meeting ended and we left in different groups. Headed back to tpy alone, home and learn micro, oral comm still left one more point, can't think of the last point to say! Micro tmr, hope can do well! Running in the morning too! Camp and Standard Chartered is up next!

Signing Off!

EvOLuTionDeViL~