PISSED!

Woke up super early for the first time during the holidays. 8 o clock le super early lor cause got job interview. Headed down to harbourfront centre and then to starbucks coffee to find this person called, Evonne. Met her, interview me, ordered drinks for me, told me about training lessons and first impression. Have to wait for her to call once more, then can go for first impression, then can go attend 12 hours lessons and 48 hours in-store training. Completed interview at 10.30, headed to Vivo. Walked around wanted to see if Jia Wei is working, but the shop aint open. Later then found out it will be open at 11. Went back tpy slacked around till 4.30 then headed down to school for training. Philip called and ask me to wait for him for training, so i waited for him and around 6 plus started warm-up. Then mr guru came and asked me kevin nash and philip run 2.4km while he help us take time. Drizzling and the weather was super cold so started running. Didnt know why, i felt that this run was much easier and i still could sprint the last 800m. But to my dismay, the fcuking time was like the first time i entered track. Super pissed with myself, thinking why would i hit that idiotic time once again with all those competition with the elite runners going on. Haii, IVP in 3 more wks, and i'm still so fcuking lousy. Argh! Double training shall be it for this period of time. While walking to amk to eat, kept on thinking why my timing would be slower by so much?! but couldnt find an explanation. Philip taught me a way of running for IVP events too. Need to train super hard now. Hope my body dont give way during this 3-4 wks of intensive training ba. Home, and double pissed with chalet again. Already pissed off with myself b4 that already, then chalet came to piss me off once more time. Seems like years that i took to settle this event. Swear not to do all these things again. First time failure, 2nd time failure, 3rd failure i already told myself not to organise anything again anymore. But here m i back to organising the 4th event. Let's see whether it shall be a successful event! Sleeping already dont want think about anything already! Tmr 5km in the morning and 4.8km in the afternoon with philip! Signing off!

EvOLuTiOnDeViL~